I read this today:
It gives voice to one of the main reasons that I remain silent about “things” I want. You said to me once that if there is something I want, to simply tell You. That it did not mean You would acquire it, necessarily, but to share with You anyway.
Emotional needs I can talk about. Items – things that must be purchased, I have a significant challenge with. You do so much for me already. I often feel selfish. I am torn between knowing that shopping for me brings You happiness, and the monetary aspect. Telling You about an object I’m lusting for feels wrong somehow. Greedy, selfish, as if I’m asking for more when You already give me more than I deserve.
Today I am grateful for: time
Today’s funny moment: The Whartenburg Pinwheel
Training: there was a bunch in there
Corset: am 26.25″, pm not corseted